indie publishing - Sacha T. Y. Fortuné

All About the Reset

I just ordered the proof copy of my revised version of “Climbing The Walls”.

There’s something about that sentence that has a huge sigh of relief accompanying it. It’s a big step. Something’s happening.

Well, in my personal life, not a lot has been happening, as my health issues have taken priority.

But I’m recuperating… just in some pain, with very little movement, and far too much time to reflect.

I’ll be off work for a few weeks. I’ll be off “super-mommy duty” for a few weeks.

I can’t hold my baby. That’s a sobering thought.

But there is a good side to all of this, and I will emerge from this “downtime” better for it.

I should use this time for something positive. I should use this time to RESET.

Gearing up for relaunching Book 1

Book 1’s revamp has me in that “reset” mode, and I’m trying my best to hit that “reset” button soon.

Over the past month, I’ve made some pretty big steps, even though they may not have felt like it at the time.

Here are a few worth mentioning:

  1. I got my new ISBN for my revised edition of Book 1 for “Climbing The Walls”.
  2. I got my beautiful new cover done! It looks very similar — I didn’t want to go TOO far away from my original vision — but now there’s more of a story to the imagery, and the style with the background images now matches the other two books much better than the old cover.
  3. I bought a new domain, www.sfortuneauthor.com… it was time I took the dive and stopped “tagging on” my author life to my main domain. It needed its own entity.
  4. After an entire day of misadventures with tech support, I finally figured out (on my own!) how to get all the “sachafortune.com/author” in every URL to automatically update to “sfortuneauthor.com
  5. I updated the URLs for the blog feeds on my Goodreads account and my Amazon Author account, and my bios on a bunch of sites to the new domain. I still have a few dozen more to do, but it’s a start.
  6. I cleaned up the manuscript for the print version of my revised Book 1 edition. I now have much more white space between chapters. Not an easy feat, mind you. Editing is massacre!
  7. I created some key pieces of marketing for the launch — images and a promo video using the new cover.
  8. And finally, today… I ordered the first proof of my revised manuscript.

The Road to Relaunch

Now, that isn’t nearly everything that’s needed for a launch. It’s just a few tiny steps towards that day. But I’m taking it one thing at a time.

I gave myself a nice long lead time because I know it’s a zillion small things, and it’s just little old me.

Some writers — even the self-published ones like me — have an entire team to do all this small stuff.

Some do it on their own, but badly.

I’m trying to do it all, and trying to do it all WELL.

I’m fortunate to have some “extra” skills besides writing — being able to create a website, and do some design stuff, that is awesome. Many writers break the bank on this stuff.

I’m cheap, so by default I need to be up to the task of those “extras”!

What’s next?

Well, once I review the proof copy of the print version, I still have to take my time and create the e-version.

It’s always better to tackle that AFTER the print version is as clean as possible. I learnt this the hard way — when I used to fix every typo multiple times in many versions!

Once the e-version is ready, I can upload that to Amazon KDP, publish them both, and then market the hell out of it.

There are so many ways to throw money behind your book, if you have the budget and the time.

I’ll book a bunch of newsletters, flash it around every Facebook reader group I can find, run some promos, shout it from the rooftops.

Maybe I’ll try to get onto another podcast, like the one with Ella “Author Like a Boss”. Or another book review tour.

I’m exhausted just thinking about all of it.

I love the writing process, but the publishing process can be traumatising to your spirit.

And this time around, I have to remember my Author Footprint and revisit everywhere I’ve been to “update” it with my new version.

Why do it, then?

For the love of it.

Because I owe it to myself to have the story out there, the way I want it to be.

And because I’m ready to move on from Book 1, my first book baby, which took the most out of me.

I’m ready to evolve as a writer, to “republish” that new version that pained me to create. To grow up and realise that every book is its own entity, but sometimes you need to take a hit to your writer ego for the greater good.

Because here’s the thing… once I’m done with my revised Book 1, once that is out of the way, I can turn my attention on the unfinished stories in my head.

The unfinished characters, just waiting for me to revisit them.

Despite the physical pain and the emotional upheaval I’m going through now as my body and brain go through this much-needed process of healing, I know I need this “downtime” to refocus.

To do better.

To RESET.

 

 

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Taking a Break from the Book Baby

I’m barely two weeks back from vacation and my world is still coming back into focus.

And, well… I’m a little ashamed to say that my favourite part of my vacation was the DISTANCE from my books.

Writer burnout is real. Your books consume you.

My book babies have possessed me almost constantly since I first released Book 1 on July 28, 2018.

From there I dived head-first into the downward spiral of a newbie indie self-published writer, and pushed myself to release Book 2 (January 22nd, 2019), shortly followed by Book 3 (March 31st, 2019).

I love writing, I love my books, I love my characters… but all of this took an inevitable toll on my physical and emotional health.

By April (while I was packing for my vacation) in the aftermath of Book 3, I felt like I’d been ripped apart by my characters…

Real-life emotional toll

I guess part of the issue is that I get very, very, very deep with my characters.

It’s real-life romance, baby… and though it’s fiction, it takes a real-life-sized dollop of energy, heart and soul to breathe life into my characters.

I’ve spent so much time living with this story, with these characters, that it’s hard to LET GO. I need to write for other characters, but I’m haunted by the highlights of the characters fully fleshed.

It’s hard to write a sweet scene when I’ve got Darren’s and Luisa’s nasty fight on replay in my head — “YOU THINK YOU ARE SO F**KING LOYAL…” (Book 3)

I’m trying to write something fun for my remaining characters — who SO deserve something fun — but all I can see is Nicole’s dark eyes, her desperation and damage begging — “TOUCH ME, TASTE ME…” (Book 3)

Oh, dear. I’ve made my characters so real for readers — but a little *too* real, for ME!

I needed a break. Thankfully, my vacation — a 3.5-week-long country-hopping cruise/hotel combo — came just in time. And for almost a month, I didn’t do much writer-y stuff. At all.

Writer on vacay (sorta)…

Well, I do need to mention a couple of significant “writer” updates that happened while I was on vacation.

I made a definitive decision to reduce Book 1 of my series.

Before I went off on vacation, I was in two minds about it, as I shared on my blog here. I strongly believe that books shouldn’t be republished and updated constantly, but with some distance, I was able to come to terms with my own feelings of self-doubt and failure as a writer, and I finally decided to take the plunge and cut it down for the greater good.

I worked on it throughout my vacation, and came down to 415 pages (from 555 pages) which is awesome. I’m still hoping to get it under 400 but that would be *really* pushing it, considering how much I’ve already cut. I’ve given myself until the anniversary of Book 1’s launch (July 28th) to produce the slimmer version… so watch this space!

I got an award as a first-time author in my country.

My award from NALIS in recognition of publishing my first novel

In honour of World Book & Copyright Day, Trinidad & Tobago’s National Library and Information System Authority (NALIS) held a celebration for all first-time authors.

It was unfortunate that I missed the ceremony as I was out of the country at the time, but I sent a representative to collect this fabulous little plaque and pin on my behalf (pictured).

There were a few dozen fellow first-time authors altogether, with a range of different types of books under their belts — self-help, medical, and all types of fiction. Any form of creation takes an amazing amount of courage, and I salute all the others who shared this honour with me.

There was once a time I doubted that I would ever publish anything, so I’m thrilled to say it’s great to now be part of my country’s history!

Next Steps…

So, I’ve got the revised slimmer version of Book 1 due soon… and then what?

Well, I still have the pesky Book 4 and Book 5 to complete. The stories are half-assed and all over the place in my head, so I need to seriously sit with myself and get my head back into it.

You see… my book babies did me in. My characters dug their claws in, and hung on tight… for months. I had to let them go, finally, to get to some level of sanity.

And now that I need them to come back, I don’t trust myself (or them) to maintain a safe distance, and at the same time I need them to cross that “safe” barrier so that they can inspire me to write them.

Oh, dear. You’ve ruined me, my darlings. And now what? How do I top that? How do I fall into another character the way you’ve taken me hostage?

It won’t be easy, I know, and I also don’t want to fall into that downward writer spiral again. There is a delicate balance as a writer that you have to tread, so you don’t cross into that danger zone!

I’m happy that I got the break I did, and now at long last I’m ready to take the next step, whatever it may bring.

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